This slightly imperfect star shape is doing it's best, just like you. You tried! Nobody can fault you for trying. Here is a gold star. You deserve it.
Also, can we be real for a second? Sometimes it takes a LOT of effort to even try at all. I feel like it's not unreasonable to celebrate trying. This pin would make a really good "hang in there" gift.
Gold pin with black enamel fill has a standard pin back with a rubber clutch.